BABY IS A METAPHOR
And a real live coffee plant.
Yes, those are three other coffee beans.
We moved Feb. 5, and soon after that, one of the other residents dropped this off outside our door, based on a discussion he and my husband had about growing a coffee plant both as greenery and for the purpose of some day processing the beans – and making a cup of coffee from scratch.
The photos I posted before were of the barely emerged cotyledons (the first pair of leaves from a seed).
Water – specifically too much watering – is a problem for seedlings, and I was determined not to kill off the first living thing someone had given us a present in our new community.
But I was in no real condition to take care of a plant, and we were all winging it.
Becoming a plant midwife by necessity
The thing just sat there on the windowsill for days.
Mindful of the over-watering bit, I scrambled to put just a drop or two of water on the hard outer seed coating keeping the leaves enchained. Several times a day, I would paint the surface with a drop of water, hoping to hydrate the membrane so the plant could push the leaves out.
The giver had said something about helping the leaves emerge, and after days of the water-painting big, I finally decided to try something more proactive. I was convinced I’d already killed the thing anyway.
This is all happening after a move
The final move. To our apartment, the one that has two bedrooms and baths, and had taken three months to customize for us.
More disruptive than I could have known, the move took the few things I had managed to fish out of boxes for the temporary apartment (and five months is a long time to essentially live out of a suitcase) – and threw them in boxes to be transported up one floor, and over three units.
I lost everything all over again.
And I have not been so exhausted in a long time. I still am. ME/CFS doesn’t give you more energy because the stress level increases; the opposite is true.
Because, as everyone else knows, when you change apartments every single item has to be moved from one to the other. It isn’t a gentle thing.
The movers were great (and put our bed with the light bridge finally back together with all the pieces – it had been separated last May!), but the results were still as if a bulldozer had been used.
How is this relevant?
I couldn’t find anything to work with!
This is a tiny plant an inch or so tall, with twin stems, and I knew I could break the seed heads off with one careless or clumsy move.
Exhaustion isn’t helpful when doing fine work.
Finally, after a search through the Amazon boxes (because those contained the more recent stuff, as having been packed after the long move; the things from the original packing were in Home Depot boxes), I found my emergency sewing kit, and the perfect tool: a dressmaker’s pin with a spherical plastic head to grip and a very fine point.
With the pin, and shaking fingers, I slashed at the confining cover little by little until I could fold away most of the hard casing, and over the next two days a wrinkled green thing emerged from each seedhead. At the beginning, it looked like the surface of a tiny brain.
Then the hydraulic pressure unfurled them a bit, and I was surprised to see two leaves separate from each.
They are very shiny. You may be able to see that the liberating process left a few tiny holes in the leaves. My bad, but it’s free!
Also, you can see that the other three coffee beans are starting to rot (the one in the foreground has turned almost black), which is how these get started.
Of course, this means they will need their own coffee cups one of these days.
This is a metaphor for the way things are going
Because more and more people here have read PC, and all my print copies are out being read, and one person even insisted on buying the copy from me.
I have had to order a proof copy in the new system, as these are no longer being printed by Createspace.
If it’s basically identical, and uses the correct pdf files for cover and interior (I have heard horror stories), then I’ll have to get a few more author copies to have around.
None of this is marketing
As soon as the current situation improves (I actually finally started last night with something easy, and unpacked a couple of boxes today), in two or three hundred years at the present rate, I will plunge into both finishing Book 2 and marketing Book 1.
But meanwhile, I continue to find new readers one at a time, here and online, and some encouraging comments.
I’m sure the frazzled mental state is temporary.
I hope Baby makes it, too.
Do you have stories of forcing something to stay with us?
In spite of the boxes, I do hope it’s a great relief, to finally be HOME! 🙂
Oh, it is, it is.
Permanence of some kind is so welcome now, and getting things just right will take a while – but is so worth it.
I’m so glad you’re finally in your real apartment! Now you rest up and get back to writing! ~bouncing up and down in eager anticipation~
Yes, Ma’am. I’m already writing.
The thing I noticed this morning was that the decision to get help lightened my mood, which was getting very dark, considerably.
Then the lovely Lisa came for five hours in two sessions today – and whole bunches of boxes got partially or fully processed – and she’s very pleasant to work with, and incredibly fast. I have been so blessed with helpers. And she’s coming again tomorrow.
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